introspection

still have to restore my old pictures from my old blog. just need to find the time.

Another beautiful autumn day here in NJ. Sun is shining, there’s a nice brisk feeling in the air. Yet I feel disconnected from everything around me.

The only thing that put a smile on my face was seeing Liam and Roslyn sleeping peacefully.

A am so at odds with myself. What do I do? I’m trying the best I can do raise my family but I just keep getting knocked down. If this is a test, God has a sick swnse of humour.
“I don’t want start any blasphemous rumors, because I think that God’s got a sick sense of humour. And when I die I expect for him to be laughing…”

We’ll see what happens today.

I think I need another session with my shamanic energy healer. Because I definitely don’t feel like I’m me. If that make sense.

I deserve every bad thing that happens to me.

I must’ve did something horrible to someone. I guess I’m sleeping in the car tonight

What a bad star to a beautiful morning. I decided to be good husband and father last night so my wife could get some well deserved rest. Turns out that at about 3am I decided to take a power nap, for at least 15 minutes. That 15 minutes turned into a 5 hour long nap. In case you’re wondering I’m supposed to be at work at 7am.

Its going to be a long and trying day.

Current song playing on SiriusXM 80’s on 8 is Hall and Oates Maneater.  Just had to share that. 

Anyway, smaller celebrations continue to take place with resepctive familes after Randy & Jennie’s wedding.  The ceremony and following reception was tons of fun.  The Garabelis/Gancena/Napiza clan always know how to have a good great time. Especially when it comes to celebrations such as a wedding.  We need to come up with a name for this 1st generation, calling us “kids” is fine,  but we are far from it.  Most of us are done with our education or are on the verge of finishing up.  The firsts of the 2nd generation are on the way on November 2nd or earlier, and they are a most welcome and anticpated additions. I digress….

The wedding on May 16th was one that was in the works for quite some time.  All the months preceding the wedding was full of excitement and stress.  Arguemnts left and right, people wanting to interject their ideas of what a wedding should be, and all the other headaches that come with the planning.  But in the end, everybody had a great time and really enjoyed themselves.  This is evident from the photos and slideshow that I posted on flickr and blip.tv. 

Randy and Jennie are a great couple and I love them dearly very much.  There isn’t anything in world that I wouldn’t do for them.  I wish them the best of luck in everything they do, and if they ever need anything I hope they know that they can always reach out to Linette and I.

On to the future, April 17, 2010 will be here before we know it and we will see group known as Table 12 again.  I would hope that this will be the start of a new tradition for our families.  Thanks Randy and Jennie!!! Table 12 was such a great idea!

Please stayed tuned for announcements in the coming months.