On December 9, 2014 we said our last goodbyes to Brownie. He has been with us for 12 years. My heart is broken, it weeps, it sobs, it aches. He was much more than a pet, he is family. He brought so much joy and laughter to everyone he met. He was also there during our tough times always laying his head on us when he knew something was wrong.
Good bye little man. I love you so much and I miss you terribly. I hope you are in happy and running around in doggie heaven.
love you lots,
daddy
can’t sleep. also having nagging pain in my right elbow :-/
Update 2:53AM
Going to try to sleep… feeling a bit sleepy now.
I really wanted to blog about our first real family vacatin, but got up too much in posting to Facebook , Instagram and Google+.
In any case, we’re having such a great time! Kids are enjoying being in ar the beach especially with the “big waves”. They also enjoy being in the pool using the arm floaters and life jackets to learn how to swim! It’s great seeing Roslyn and Liam having so much fun! I can also see how much joy it brings Linette seeing that they enjoy her love being in the water.
Below are some quick pics of our vacation so far.
Light headed, feeling nauseous just feeling oblivious. Can’t even find my balance today… Will need to stay home
Lots of thoughts been racing through my mind lately. Kids growing up so fast, work is more demanding, anniversary coming up, and here am, feeling almost lost. I feel like things are going well, but at the same time I feel like things are not going well. I’m almost afraid to work too hard for fear that everything may fall apart, but at the same time if I don’t work hard for everything I’ll never know what may have been.
I find myself always holding back, afraid to take that extra step to push myself forward. I’m not exactly sure why, or maybe I do know and I’m just denying myself the truth. Whatever it may be I need to break free of that strangle hold. I feel that indecisiveness is holding everything back. If I never break free I’ll never know my true potential and I will have failed everyone that I hold close to me.
What is it that I have to do to break free? Why am I scared? Do I have anything to lose?
I better get over this sooner than later…
