Lots of thoughts been racing through my mind lately.  Kids growing up so fast, work is more demanding, anniversary coming up, and here am, feeling almost lost.  I feel like things are going well, but at the same time I feel like things are not going well.  I’m almost afraid to work too hard for fear that everything may fall apart, but at the same time if I don’t work hard for everything I’ll never know what may have been.

I find myself always holding back, afraid to take that extra step to push myself forward.  I’m not exactly sure why, or maybe I do know and I’m just denying myself the truth.  Whatever it may be I need to break free of that strangle hold.  I feel that indecisiveness is holding everything back. If I never break free I’ll never know my true potential and I will have failed everyone that I hold close to me.

What is it that I have to do to break free?  Why am I scared?  Do I have anything to lose?

I better get over this sooner than later…