as most of you know by now, daddy hood is tough job, even more so with twins. So, these reality shows like Jon & Kate plus 8 and then octomom just completely blow my mind away.  What kind of life can thy provide for their children, it’s just beyond me.

had a talk to with some people today, and seems that I am not doing as i used to   I feel like i’m at my wits end, but i just have to keep on smiling…. brb… need some inspiration….

i know that other parents have been able to do this, but why can’t

i try everything I can to make life easy for my wife , but i just feel that I i’m doing a a good enough job.

there are so many things going on right now, professionally and personally and those lines are starting to get blurred.  i just hope that I don’t cross that line.

i’m trying to be the best i can for everyone,unfortunately, that doesn’t include me.  i don’t include myself because I would do anything to keep my wife and children happy..

i just wish  i can do everything,

praying to my ancestors for better days ahead.